I'm so used to driving the Escape that I hate driving the Freestyle because it doesn't have a V6. I swear, it's so addicting I can only imagine what it would be like to drive a V8.

Random question, but if anyone has a link to a free trial of photoshop or something and wouldn't mind hooking me up with it that would be cool. I want some software but I want to try some stuff out first.

XBethX

I am so sick of being put through shit. I don't have one person where I live that I feel is a TRUE friend to me. I mean, sure I have a couple people that I hang out with sometimes. But there's no one that has my same interests. No one that really understands me. Like I don't understand how hard it is for people to actually do what they say. And I'm not just talking about one person in specific here. It's everyone. I've gotten fucked over so many times this summer I can't even begin to count them. And I love my Dad to death, don't get me wrong, he's def my best friend, but it's getting a little old having to go to every movie or every event that I want to go to with him. I just don't understand what I've done to be taking this crap that I do. I can't trust anyone because everyone has does something to me to break my trust. I just wish that I could find someone around here that I could hang out with who actually shares my intersts. Is that so much to ask for?

XBethX

I'm pretty ticked off right now. I'm the kind of person who HATES going to the doctors. In fact, I haven't really been there in three years I think. Currently, I know that I NEED to go get checked out because something is wrong with me. So earlier I went and I told my mom that I needed to go so I asked her to make an appointment for me. That should be simple enough, calling up the friggen doctors office to make an appointment for me. But what does she do? She doesn't call to make me an fn appointment. Seriously how hard is that? Anytime the LITTLEST thing is wrong with Tessa or especially Tom it's right off to the doctors but yet when I say I NEED to go she can't make me an appointment. This is such bullshit and I'm so sick of it. I know what's wrong and I know what I need yet she can't take 2 little minutes out of her day to call. I'm so pissed about this shit.

XBethX

Wow. I just realized a whole lot that really ticks me off. There are people out there who think they are the greatest, sweetest people in the world and they love to tell everyone. Yet those people like to talk behind people's backs. That gets me ticked off beyond belief and that's when the bitch starts to come out in me. I've never really done anything to anybody but people like to act like I have. I am so sick and tired of all this drama and I'm going to be so happy after this year is over and I don't have to deal with whiney drama queens anymore. Like honestly, how hard is it to come up to me and tell me you have a problem with me so we can try and work things out? People think that they are taking the high road by not coming to me with their issuses about ME and instead posting comments on their myspace. For starters, I'm not that naive to not think that these people are talking about me, and secondly that's why I hate myspace. I'm gunna stop bitching and moaning and go find some way to release my anger.

P.S. "You know who you are", you know where to find me, so PLEASE come on over ;].

XBethX

Does anyone know where I can get my hands on a Replica Azetc Gold Coin necklace from POTC Curse of the Black Pear like Elizabeth has? I perferably want the all gold version, not the cheap plastic kind. Thanks to anyone who can help.

XBethX

Stolen from bethie_p

I know very little about some of the people on my friends list. Some people I know relatively well. I read your WWE comments/icons, or we have something else in common and we chat occasionally. Some of you I hardly know at all. Perhaps you lurk, for whatever reason. But we friended eachother and I thank you.

But here's a thought: why not take this opportunity to tell me a little something about yourself. Any old thing at all. Just so the next time I see your name I can say: "Ah, there's so and so...she likes office supplies."

I'd love it if every single person who is on my f-list would do this. Yes, even you people who I know really well. Then post this in your own journal. It's okay to be lazy, but I'd appreciate this.

10 Of Life's Simple Pleasures

I got tagged by bethie_p


1. Wrestling
2. My Sister
3. My Computer
4. Fan Fics
5. Miami Ink
6. Music
7. My Friends
8. Lost
9. The Jello my Mom makes
10. Silence

Tag you're it.

pitbullguy17
seven_18
ive_got_styles
bad_vibes
xxpinkladiixx

Ok, so I know that I haven't exactly been the greatest friend to some people lately. And I apologize for it. It's just that the past couple months have been pretty hard on me (I'm not making excuses for myself here, I'm just stating the fact), and I've needed some space. I hope people can understand that, I mean I think most people that I'm close with know that, or if they didn't, then they aren't really my friends I guess =/. I mean, it's not like I'm trying to push these people away or anything, it's just I need some time so that when I'm ready to really hang out with these people all the time I'll be the person that they know me to be. And if they don't want to give me the time that I need, well then screw them. I think Mary said it perfectly the other night when she said "fuck people". Like people can think I'm a bitch, I really don't give a crap if they think that. What's going to piss me off is if I find out that people have been talking about me behind my back again. If that has happpened, or is going to happen, then the shit's gunna hit the fan and people might not like that. But oh well. This summer has really shown me who I can really count on, and I absolutly LOVE those people. I don't know what I would do without them.

Wow, I feel SO much better after writing this. I'm gunna leave on this note and go hang out before I watch the Lost re-runs tonight!!

XBethX

PS -- CM Punk was WAY too hott last night!!!!

All I gotta say for now is that I better get to see CM Punk at the ECW/SD show.

Tuesday, July 25 10 a.m. - 12 p.m.
Ford Field, Detroit, MI

The WrestleMania 23 Press Conference will feature these WWE Superstars: RAW: John Cena, Edge, Shawn Michaels and Randy Orton. SmackDown: Batista, Rey Mysterio, Booker T and Sharmell. ECW: Kelly, Big Show and Rob Van Dam.


Anyone wanna come with me??